imagination

sometimes, i am too limited to speak not because i am gagged, because i am spiritually sinking.

there are depths i dont want to thread not because i am inadept to tackle, but too scared to swim.

there are songs im too frightened to sing, not because of an ailing throat but too fearful of not reaching the high notes.

sometimes, i am too scared to turn the lights off not because of monsters or horror stories but because of the ghosts of my very own shadow.

and there are moments, that i deny myself the pleasure of a beautiful sunshine, not because i despise the sunburn but because i dread the hours ticking by.

more often that not, i fail, not because i am a failure, but because i already thought so.

we should live life by its moments, its pleasures…lets not forget to be creative. do not be scared of mistakes.

the only thing that lets us down aren’t our imagination, its the fear of it.

photo: a lizard man spectacle at the ramblas, barcelona

sweet blessings

life gives us wonderful surprises.  sometimes, loud extravagant ones and most often than not, whispers of sweet nothings.

it doesnt have to be great big luxurious stuff that your eyes consider but the ones who are there through the hard times and the lowest ebbs of our past.

let me thank you, my friends who supported me and loved me wholly and unconditionally, to my family who will never forsake me, and the friends i have accummulated over the past few years, who accidentally became my staunchiest of supporters and allies.

they are my greatest assets. they are life’s sweetest blessings.

today, i thank them.

ps: thank you ai, for reminding me to thank those who count and matters in my life..and you’re one of them=)

wearing my heart on my sleeve

or my site…

i am not one for proving my worth to strangers, but to my self and my loves ones: friends and family, i have alot to answer to. that is why i am putting my heart on display.

 

its the Passionate Blogger badge.

do you believe and hereby acknowledge that the Bloggers Creed is true and you try to live by that everytime you blog?

if you feel you believe that your blogging self is at one with your creative ,meaningful self as well as the real you, instead of being three different persons then you deserve the badge.

post it in your personal blogsite and be proud that you are passionate.

i am!

i am dreaming of a place

where i am free and happy. where there are kinder and happier souls, and where there are more loving arms to embrace me.

wherever that may be, i have yet to go.

i will not be lost

i have the map etched in my heart.

a reminder


sometimes, all we need is to just open our eyes and we get the message.

just like eiffel


when adrian and i were just writing to one another, he asked me to describe my physical self.

i said "im like the eiffel tower".

"oh thats beautiful", he said.

i replied: "i look better in the dark".

he chuckled.

and now he knows i was telling the truth=)